2002-08-29 & 4:10 p.m. : -
dear best friend, hello you how are you? i am very stressed out and skittish from worrying about my car and so forth. i can't seem to relax and i feel very overwhlemed, lonely and alone. worrying about this is making wish i were at home, or at least living with someone, especially my brother or my mom. i feel like i am on the verge of tears and i feel out of control. i only have so much in the way of strength for not being afraid or stressed out or generally overwhelmed. my neck and jaw hurt because of the tension. i'm sorry i am dumping this on you, but i needed to tell someone. i love you, jess |