2002-08-29 & 4:10 p.m. : -

dear best friend,

hello you

how are you?

i am very stressed out and skittish from worrying about my car and so forth.

i can't seem to relax and i feel very overwhlemed, lonely and alone.

worrying about this is making wish i were at home, or at least living with someone, especially my brother or my mom.

i feel like i am on the verge of tears and i feel out of control.

i only have so much in the way of strength for not being afraid or stressed out or generally overwhelmed.

my neck and jaw hurt because of the tension.

i'm sorry i am dumping this on you, but i needed to tell someone.

i love you,

jess