but i am saying now, that between dead man and ghost dog jim jarmusch is my favorite film maker.]


the thing is, though, that the air at 3am is so quiet, and this morning so warm, i don't want to be inside.

i have work tomorrow, but i am going to take a walk outside anyway.

i'm not sure what is going on inside me, but tonight there is stillness.


the last time i had real stillness inside, like this, it was because of someone else.

i'd like to say i never think of that anymore.

that the stillness comes from me this time, though, makes it real.