2003-04-13 & 4:51 p.m. : a totally cool delusional.

oh my god, this song i am listening to is horrible. david sylvian, why?

so, this is how it works: vika and i get into trouble when we get together now that i am employed because we just sit around and talk and drink and smoke and whatnots until really late.

and then she leaves and i am all googly on goofballs and alcohol and i end up staying up until the holy hell of dawn and then, i end up sleeping all day and having to do laundry on sunday afternoon.

we have so much fun though. missing nearly all of sunday was totally worth it.

and it's pretty awesome being tipsy and laying down in bed before the sun is up but right when you know it's thinking about coming up, and you're in bed and the morning birds are starting with their singing and o yuki conjugate is playing and yeah.

it's pretty great.

it's so good that the thought of wanting someone there with me didn't cross my mind once.

as much as that david sylvian song was bad, this juno song is good.

they are each other's negative print.

UnTigreDePapier (4:57:53 PM): would i be a geek if i adopted mythology as truth?

Tales of brave (4:58:11 PM): what, exactly, do you mean?

UnTigreDePapier (4:58:59 PM): you know, pretended like i really believed that Hephaistos made lightning bolts and that nymphs inhabit the trees?

Tales of brave (4:59:48 PM): if you believed that as truth with all the counter-evidence that is obviously in plain view, i wouldn't call you a geek. i would call you delusional.

UnTigreDePapier (5:00:12 PM): but like, would it be a cool delusional?

Tales of brave (5:00:24 PM): totally