i kinda feel like i am on another planet.

work blows. it occurred to me this morning, as i typed up labels and stuck them to a mass mailing that i put together for one of my bosses, that if they just hired on pee wee herman as a consultant for a week or two, surely he could come up with some sort of machine or robot that would be able to fulfill 90% of my duties. then they could lay me off and i could look for a job elsewhere. the remaining 10% can be picked up by the Co-Worker.

i would be free, they would be saving on payroll, we all would be happy.

i am freezing in my cube here people. i have on my cold weather knit cap, and my scarf and my nose is running.

and it was so cold this morning when i left for work that there was FROST ON MY WINDSHIELD. the thawing of which i blamed my morning tardiness on. woo! that was an awkwardly worded sentence!

college? i earned my degree!

there are about 124512345134534532452131512353464576568675325432 other things i would rather be doing right now other than sitting here doing what i am supposed to be doing. at the top of that list is laying in bed. right underneath that is laying in bed with someone else.

but i can't think about that right now!

i came into work this morning and there was a mountain of work waiting for me. i am such a powerhouse, i piledrove right through that mess and can now take a bit of a breather, otherwise known as the lunch break they never seem to acknowledge i have a right to.

i am still listening to the mix cd i made the night before i left iowa for home. it's just super good, you know? it makes me think of their nice little computer room, AND THE BUNNY I LEFT THERE ON ACCIDENT!

oh man, i almost cried last night when i saw i had forgotten the bunny.

so now in addition to friends and fun, i have my bunny waiting for me.

anyway, where was i? it makes me think of the nice time i had there and how badly i want to go back.

does that sound crazy? i don't know. i really liked the people there. and my girl and her boy are there. and it's just so pretty. and it's mellow, you know? i felt like my brain was going to bleed in morning traffic today, and all i could think of when i was on my way to work was lu telling me there isn't ever any traffic there.

it sounds like heaven to me, you know?

in completely different news, i received a letter from rodney yesterday and i don't know what to think. i know i will always dig that kid even though he's a complete nutbar and i don't understand him. i think i will write him back, if only because he's in the army now and i bet he's kinda lonely and because he asked me to. i just really hope he stays safe.

he really is crazy, you know?

alright, other than that i guess everything is normal. except for the fact that my brother is pissing me off left and right lately. he's been such a cocksucker. god. i don't want to think about it much, but it's there.

jerk.

i need a nap, a deep muscle massage for my back and a couple hundred bucks to start a new life.

what do you say?