2002-12-13 & 9:00 a.m. : by the light of god

i am writing instead of getting ready, even though i have a half hour to get to work. i just wanted to remember this.

i dreamt of a boy who was related to the kennedys, he looked like about every actor who's ever played jack or robert.

his cheeks were rosy from the cold weather, and his tie was somewhat loose.

he sat on the side of my bed and held my hand. he looked directly in my eyes for the length of the dream, we didn't say a word.

he loved me.