because i am sitting next to the open window and i am almost sweating.

and i can't lay in bed anymore, so i am glad kim is keeping me company because i am lonely.

kim just said that people die from loneliness, but i am not sure that's true. maybe if i were 88, i could die from loneliness, but not now.

she also says that people can will themselves dead. i don't know if that's true either, because look at all the goths running around all over the place.

but maybe, when you get that old, you can.

the only good thing i have to add to that coversation is that people sometimes set themselves on fire to die.

on purpose.

something i didn't add but i also think is interesting is that people have the strength of will to perform seppuku.

also, i have been trying to figure out over the last couple of days how it is that people like madonna exist.

idreamtrains: dood, there should be a word for the discussion and meditation on madonna just because it's such a frequent event.

idreamtrains: what's the word, henry?

sleepingoffsummer: hmmmm

sleepingoffsummer: either

sleepingoffsummer: communidonna

sleepingoffsummer: or

sleepingoffsummer: maditation

idreamtrains: oooh. i like the second one.how about madonitation or cicconology

idreamtrains: madonitation it is.

idreamtrains: the philosophy and study of madonna

sleepingoffsummer: i have been having heavy periods of madonitation the last few days.

idreamtrains: hahaha!

sleepingoffsummer: it's a lot like having your real period, but not as messy.

sleepingoffsummer: it's just as sexy, though.