2002-04-18 & 9:14 p.m. : i see myself the real way; what you see, it's a fabrication
i just took my favorite picture of myself, ever. and, it's the most accurate, i think. all you can see are my eyes, and my fingers rubbing one of them, because i am tired. i know that doesn't sound like much, but it's the closest pic i have to what i feel on the inside and what i picture i look like on the outside. the best part, though, is that you can see the dirt under my nails. it's so right. i know you're probably confused why i am talking about it and not showing it. but this is for private consumption only. if i believed in souls, i'd probably say this one caught mine in it's little digital hands, and that's not something i want everyone to see. it'd be like tipping my hand. if you saw this pic, you'd know everything, inside and out. and like i've been told before, i'm a hard person to get to know. |