2004-02-07 & 2:39 a.m. : like someone in love (with myself, and my life)

oh sweet christ you guys.

my apt, it's so good.

all the stuff i ordered came today, and my bed is all made, and my boxes are mostly put away

and i tell you

there is nothing more luxurious than laying on a silk quilt.

thank you all, you silk worms, whomever, who made this silk of ultimate luxuriousness.

i am a princess, no, a queen, and my sheets are cotton and soft and good

and my pillows are pretty and fine

and my linen smells amazing, like sex and kissing and home,

and my candles are burning bright

and my friends are beautiful

and i am the luckiest girl of them all.

i am.