TOTAL AND COMPLETE BRUTALITY!

the day went by insanely fast, though, and that's exactly what i want out of a job right now.

today, one of the ladies i work with made me cry because i was so angry and frustrated that it was either put my fist through the monitor or let a tear or two go

it was over before it started and i am certainly better now, but at the time i was most angry at myself for being angry.

you all know how much i would like to be a robot.

like thunderclese. cleese. clees. or sometthing.

i moved into my new place. it's real nice.

in the space of two days i dented one of my car doors, and my car was broken into.

that's cool, i didn't want those 100+ cds anyway.

i get an internet hookup at my house sometime this weekend, i think, so i will be updating and reading more then.

everyone's life is passing me by.

i have been watching dvds everyday, mostly amelie.

i want the soundtrack.

i've made my own amelie list, it goes like this:

jessica aime:

-the way ink feathers on rice paper

-biting bing cherries in half, spitting the seed into a napkin and staining my lips with the cherry juice

-hearing a soft voice right before i go to sleep

jessica n'aime pas:

-the chaotic loops and scratches of my signature

-soft water pressure

-the smell of the second floor of my building. there is no comparison to it.

please send me your own lists, but know i won't receive them for about a week.