2004-08-30 & 1:25 a.m. : sometimes the idea of so many eyes makes me feel naked and alone in a desert.
i started drawing birds tonight. i wish i had a scanner. i have to wake up early to do laundry. i feel like quitting my job. it's not like something bad is happening there. i just feel that free right now. i want to marry kimura michiko or tetsuo ikeda. thanks to itys25 for introducing me to ikeda. my heart breaks in 15 different places knowing i didn't think of these paintings and illustrations. but i've started drawing birds. i'm going to take the money i am not spending on booze and cigarettes and i'm using it to buy paints. and medium. finally. |