2002-01-10 & 11:37 p.m. : nap

man, i am such a fucking sucker.

tonight i took a nap even longer than the one i took last night.

i am so screwed.

i feel like getting into my car and driving somewhere new.

like, maybe someone, email me, we can meet somewhere in the middle between where we are.

we can go online and find the exact midpoint, and meet on the side of the freeway somewhere

i will bring the letters i have been writing to no one lately

and an extra pair of gloves in case it's cold.

and we can sit there and shoot the shit under the new moon black sky

and talk about whatever comes to mind

and basically be somewhere new with someone we just met and have

everything

to find out about.

i promise to answer every question you ask me with hands open

and listen to all your answers with steady eyes.

oh, and we can have coffee.

that's exactly what i want to do right now.

oh, and also, i have been booty dancing to cex and supersonic by jj fad in my room for the last 10 minutes or so.

naps are so good.

but they would be so much better with someone else.