and ended up remarkably bad.

my sister, i think, is from another planet.

what's more, i question now how much she likes or respects me.

which is something i never thought i would have to question at all.

people always told me that i was lucky to be as close to my siblings as i thought i was (as i am?); i am beginning to understand now why.

this feeling is horrible. and hasn't filled me completely yet.