2002-09-01 & 1:43 p.m. : pretty much

the question becomes,

"How long will it actually be, jessica, until you decide to unpack your belongings in full?"

and the answer, thus far has been,

"I don't know, until tomorrow maybe, stop yelling at me"

but today i have three things going through my head:

-must go back to the store to get more gin and mac and cheese fixings.

-i really wish i had the money for some vietnamese food and more than that, that they delivered.

and finally

-jesus, maybe enough is enough already and i should do something about these boxes.

i think i will definitely get to the store and i am sure i will have the willpower to make a pb&j sandwich rather than get delicious wholesome vietnamese food, but if i know myself well i am sure i will find some way to put the boxes off until tomorrow.

i didn't sleep well last night, i was up every hour or so, turning over and wondering on the dream that ran repeatedly.

all i'm saying is i probably shouldn't have fallen asleep listening to mc solaar if i didn't want to have dreams in a language i didn't understand.