2001-12-10 & 10:58 p.m. : shame
i just had the weirdest sense of deja vu. and for just a moment i could see how my life is running in this big spiral type cycle and i know what i have to do to break it my most secret wish that i can't even really say out loud and the hardest thing i'll have to face and it will change my whole life. can you imagine the sheer terror of that? and more than that can you imagine the shame i feel at being afraid?
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