2001-07-31 & 5:36 p.m. : sheltering arms

i can't believe that writing the previous entry and then writing a letter to my best friend didn't help.

i think it's because, now, i don't want to be at home very much anymore.

and i realized that besides the people i live with, i don't have much in the way of friends.

i am going to go lay in bed and contemplate rain.

and how much it would cost to live on my own.