2004-08-31 & 2:19 a.m. : sparkling pink, violet bruise

lately i just feel this amazing calmness, like i am inside a bubble that's floating right above the ground.

and it's not that i feel disconnected, just a bit...smooth.

like unworried eyelids, or sleeping hands.

everything is slow, and i smile at everyone. there's not a lot that i concern myself with.

everything is sliding away.

tomorrow is friday, and i am looking forward to the time by myself.

maybe i will get a couple new movies, i have been looking to snap up a few.

i want to take jenny lantern to see the life aquatic, and buy her cinnabears.

i'll sneak in mango juice for us to drink, and after she could teach me how to draw birds, birds lots of birds!

it's hard to explain why exactly she's the one i want to see that with.

we share secret aesthetics, our hearts have been marked by similar cartography, she's got pink sparkly boxing gloves,

but only ever uses them when necessary.

i just like her a lot, is all.

she lives far away, though.