seriously, that's the loudest my neck has ever popped/cracked EVER.

at the very least,she heard it.

ew.

hey, so, um, i need a neck massage, bad.

also, i need this last hour to go by fast, because i am really nutty now and it's just time. and i have to go by the computer store AGAIN and get a special cable for my dsl line, and that's supposed to make everything better.

i hate aol so much. i hate calling aol tech. i hate the whole thing. when i go to iowa, i think i am going to get rid of aol altogether and just have aim and whatnot.

because this bites butt.

and my hair is way pissed off at me for dyeing it last night. i am going to have to do some sort of special moisturizing mask for it or something...because this shit it's pulling today? no es bueno.

and i think it's too dark too. i fucking hate that shit. i just wish i had the $$ to get it done pro.

i also wish i could have the money to get my toes done pro. but i am going to have to ask the best friend to do that shit this weekend.

also, the Co-Worker just got himself a brand new 2002 SUV.

youknow what kind of car i want? i want an old beat up truck, like an old chevy or ford. the kind where you expect some big tough guy to get out of the enormous cab and he would be wearing dirty jeans and dusty workboots. with a big bed and about 3 months worth of dust and shit on it. when i move out to iowa, i am going to sell lil' bro adn buy myself one of them dawgs. because that would just be so tough. and then i can move any time i want without a big drama.

and instead of a big tough guy stepping out of the cab, it'll be me jumping out. and i'll probably need a rope ladder to get in.

i might even start wearing a straw cowboy hat.