2004-02-02 & 3:55 a.m. : thank fucking god. finally

god i am so happy right now.

and the best part is, i am happy alone.

my happiness is not tied to anyone but me.

just little ol' me.

i am so lucky, i have a hard time not screaming it out my pretty bay window.

but i won't because it's 4am.

it's a beautiful sound, here in my chest, though