2002-07-30 & 10:39 p.m. : therefore all women say, therefore all women say
my insides are turning inside out my uterus is yelping and raw and doing whatever it does to cause cramps so powerful i am nearly immobile have i mentioned that i derive some sort of perverse pleasure from my menstrual cramps i like feeling fertile, i like feeling like i could grow something inside me if i wanted to that thing would grow into another thing with a mind and a person and fingers and toes to walk and to grasp you know the crazy thing about a tornado is that it's wind that picks things up off the ground and throws it across time/space it's not the ground moving and throwing things off shelves--it's wind that picks stuff up off the ground and moves it elsewhere. this morning before i went to work i thought about ritchie and i wished i could hug her supertight. even though i haven't talked to her in months, even though i haven't even had the consideration to write her a choo. but i wanted to pick her up off the ground and move her elsewhere. |