2004-05-27 & 12:14 p.m. : to see him happy

so, stuart's gone

and i have to go to the doctor again next week

today was supposed to be the last day

i feel like complete shit, i am going to lay down in my empty apartment and try to sleep

this is the first time i will be living totally alone--animals provide some sort of company, if only just being another warm body in the joint

i'll just listen to innocence mission and try to enjoy the first immediate perquisite of my solitary living: i open the window more than 1.5 inches, with no fear that some dumb (adorable, indifferent, prissy, soft, awesome) kitty will jump out

pretty much, using the word "perquisite" in a sentence is really the only thing that hasn't sucked about today.