2001-11-13 & 12:47 a.m. : transatlantic

it's so late now. i tried to stay up to see my brother, but i don't think i'll be able to. i miss him so much.

i hope he wakes me up when he gets in, if he comes back tonight. he may stay at his friend's house.

this book i am reading is so sad. i feel sad for her because she is so in love with him, and so far away.

and i am sad for me, because i have never been in love.