"You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.

Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.

You are not to be messed with. You may explode."

this is sort of true. probably.

the name is decidedly amelia earhart and she is one dynamo of awesomeosity. i have never had a cat that wanted to be pet and held all the time. it is radical. also, she always sleeps with me and actually plays fetch with her catnip ball of death. if by fetch you mean kicking it around the apartment and destroying everything in her path before kicking it back in my direction and flopping on her back in front of me for a tummy rub.

it is hotter than fuck in my apt again. always. i need to get a window fan TOMORROW.

i am going to go take another cold shower and then maybe settle in with one of the lecture series that i have found over the last few days. i think tonight it will be world philosophy! i like lectures, i used to go to sleep each night to different ideas and have the best dreams of being back in school.

also, tonight i realized that i made the right decision by staying in seattle when i reflected upon the fact that 90% of the time that i am driving alone in my car i am smiling.

that's never happened to me before.

every night i've driven over the bridge this week the moon's shining down and lighting up the water in yellow and white streaks.