feeling stupid is about the worst feeling i can think of.
it's worse probably worse for me than feeling ugly, because i am used to that.
feeling like i've made a mistake makes my stomach hurt, but feeling like i am dumb makes me want to vomit.
i need to shake it, since i feel dumb over the stupidest thing.
i think it's because being called out on being dumb makes it all the worse.
in other news, i am rediscovering morrissey, and also the misfits.
in still other news, sometimes it feels like there's never enough cigarettes in the world.
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i am over it now. i just freak out sometimes, ok?
also, if you were wondering, lemon honey tea with a dab of honey and 6 paper thin slices of fresh ginger will make you feel better when you feel cranky and stupid.
also also, i am making an elliott smith mix for my brother, at his request, and i swear to god it's the easiest thing to do ever, since all of his songs transition so smoothly into the next.
yes, it is heartbreaking, especially at 515am.
but in that really beautiful way.
