2003-11-19 & 1:47 p.m. : you're not hiding. you're not worth a thing.

everything around me is a mess, but i don't have any energy clean.

i am so lonely, but i also don't really want to have anyone around me or in my space.

basically, i just want to lay in bed with my window open, listening to the rain and whatever sad, heartbreaking music i can find.

which, in my room, is a lot.