i think that i probably shouldn't listen to juno when it's so perfectly grey out, and also i need a nap.

i will say this much, though:

part of me has gone in hibernation, from being alone.

i have forgotten how to be with people.

i miss my brother, my sister, my friends.

how incredibly weak i must be, to have fallen apart after only 6 months of being away, and only 2 months of being left totally alone.

2 months.

some people spend years.

i couldn't even handle 2 months.

god, seriously, i shouldn't listen to juno, or at least january arms, when i feel like this inside.

i mean, i probably should, but i probably shouldn't write when i am feeling like this and listening to juno.

or at least january arms.

or a listening ear.